My Accreta/Increta Journey Oct-Nov 2016

I have had SO many thoughts swirling around in my head about how I can document this huge time in my life that literally, had me thinking about life and death and the possibility of losing my baby or possibly my own life. Its surreal to be the one telling this story. I have read…

Pushed off my mental ROCKER at 20 weeks pregnant

My last post, was rather scary. I went over in detail what it was like for me to hemorrhage during pregnancy and endure the scare of thinking you might be miscarrying, dying or in between either of those results. After which incident, I was advised full bed rest to slow the bleed… which worked. I…

Hemorrhage is a scary word…

                      From placenta previa partial, to pelvic rest, to the ER, to the word Hemorrhage, to life threatening, to peace and to the here and now. Monday I encountered all the things horror stories are made of. I had no idea how many women out…

Life is Like Riding a Bike!

While on my bike ride today, I discovered that I really like it! LOL! I had literally built a WALL in my brain that I didn’t like bike riding… and certainly didn’t like it while pulling my 36 lb 3 yr old in a trailer to boot. But that wall is slowly coming down. With…

What? No ovary? Miracle baby? me?

My friends…. You’ve read my last posts in Social media about my pregnancy and some of the ups and downs I’ve been going through.   Well, today I finally got in to see the doc, and get that first ultrasound! Usually I’ve gone in around 8-9 weeks, but due to travel on the doc’s end,…

Don’t Fear Failure

This WAS the story of my life. Finding myself 2,3,5 years later in life STILL struggling with my eating habits. Still struggling with my weight. Still struggling with motherhood. Still struggling financially. Still feeling like if I just got BRAVE and owned up to my struggles and stuck to a plan- no excuses-… I could…

What? You want me to WHAT? Clear my mind? is that even a thing?

Ever heard of a brain dump? If you are like me, and constantly find your mind thinking of a million things several times a day, constantly going through your important list, noticing all the little things throughout the day, always on the go, and wanting to accomplish SO much…… THIS IS WORTH YOUR TIME to…

Truth about Depression and Exercise

This matters. “Three groups of depressed patients were assigned different coping strategies in a controlled study. 1: antidepressant prescription medications 2: exercise 45 minutes, 3-4 times a week 3: a combo of both After FOUR months, they all experienced similar boosts in their happiness level in life. The very FACT that exercise proved just as…

Pregnancy test? Or maxipads…….

Vulnerable post:::::::> but I’ve learned the POWER of vulnerability! It HELPS people. <3 It HELPS me. Being vulnerable, is being REAL. And if you can live in the REALITY of your life, you can CHANGE your LIFE. BUT if you wanna hear how I found out I was pregnant, read on. 😀   Ever since…